It was 9:45 p.m. at Tarana Arman’s home in northern India and she was extremely nervous. She had been chasing entrance to a Ph.D. program at universities all over the world for a few months now, and this Skype interview with Washington State University was her first interview, and her first interview via Skype.
She was at home with her parents and siblings and seated at her laptop. Her younger brother placed a whiteboard just behind the laptop and had written these words on it: “You Can Do It!”
It was after 9 a.m. in Spokane where the three professors in the College of Pharmacy and Pharmaceutical Sciences had assembled to interview Arman. Their questions probed at how well she understood the research she had done. When it was over she didn’t think she had done very well and went to bed feeling unsettled.
Arman had never been to America, never heard of Washington State University, nor had she ever imagined that her education in biotechnology would fit into a pharmaceutical sciences program. By coincidence, a WSU professor in Spokane knew one of her professors at the institute in India where she got her master’s degree. Arman’s professor suggested she contact that person – Shobhan Gaddameedhi, assistant professor in pharmaceutical sciences. She sent him an email, and after some back and forth, the interview was scheduled.
It was almost three agonizing weeks before Arman heard back from WSU, but at 5 a.m. on Feb. 17, 2016, she learned from an email she was accepted.
“I thought I would jump up and down, but I just felt relieved, and sat down and let it sink in,” Arman said. She is the first in her family to study outside of India.
Getting a visa was a bit of a hassle. She could not use the word biotechnology to describe her field because it was too close to bioterrorism and that would mean an excruciating background check or automatic rejection. There were other quirks too, but finally a visa was approved.
Finding housing in Spokane was next, and she searched Craigslist for a while and was completely confused about the monetary exchange rate. Eventually, she discovered WSU Spokane has a contract with Places 4 Students and so in another coincidence she found a room to rent in a house on the South Hill about five minutes after the landlady had posted it. The landlady checked her out on Facebook before she agreed to rent to her.
Arman first landed in America on July 26 at Sea-Tac Airport and then took the short flight to Spokane, where she was met at the airport by her landlady, the only person she knew in Spokane. When she arrived, she had a master’s degree in biotechnology and a good understanding of molecular biology and how cells work. From her bachelor’s degree dissertation in science, she had learned two important things about herself: she did not want to analyze research data on a computer, but she did want to be a wet lab researcher. She also had had that discussion with her parents that is common in her country about marriage.
“If I had stayed in India, I would be married now,” Arman said. “I was not ready. My mom could see it too.”
Arman has not experienced culture shock in America because she had seen the “Friends” and “Seinfeld” TV programs plus many American movies.
However, the stereotype that all fair-skinned people are rich was hardwired into her brain. It was a shock to her when she got lost while walking one day and asked a nearby white person for directions and he replied he would give them to her if she paid him. She realized then he was homeless.
Now age 27 and entering her third year of the pharmaceutical sciences Ph.D. program, she refers to herself as a toxicologist. She never thought she wanted to be one. Now she feels passionate about being one and about her research project thanks to her mentor and advisor Assistant Professor John Clarke, Ph.D.
In Clarke’s lab, her research project is to study a particular toxin produced by the blue-green algae common in lakes all around the world and how it affects nonalcoholic fatty liver disease, which is the result of a diet high in fat and cholesterol that is common in the U.S. and gaining prominence all over the world.
“I’m looking at whether this toxin affects the healthy liver differently than the liver with the specific disease condition,” she said.
When she can write a dissertation about her project and defend it in front of a panel of professors she will be finished with the program, which can take four to five years.
Her parents and brother visited her last summer for 40 days and together they went for a road trip across the western United States. Arman had gotten her driver’s license the month before and managed to get them through Los Angeles. Yes, it was crazy, but it was also strange to drive from L.A. to Las Vegas through so much land where there were no people.
“There are people everywhere in India,” she laughed.
She still lives with the same landlady on the South Hill and there is another student there too who is from Kenya. The three women share the kitchen.
“It’s almost like a second home,” Arman said.
Spokane also is like her homestate of Assam, India, where she spent the first 16 years of her life, except for the snow, that is. There is no snow in Assam. She likes it, but not the ice and black ice and the short winter days.
Arman recently started a Monday morning email series she sends out to her colleagues called “Monday morning of positivity.”
“A Ph.D. program is a very lonely field of work,” Arman said. “But people in our program are very close. We meet up intermittently just to have fun.”
She writes about life in general and includes positive quotes from the fiction she loves reading.
“Every person at some point of their life, needs someone to talk to,” Arman said. “Under stress, anxiety and depression, people often forget they can go out and ask others for help. They also may forget that all of us are going through similar failures in research, pressure of meeting deadlines and feeling isolated inside a lab. These emails might not seem crucial right away, but on the most stressful days, they might just help someone.”